Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 7:49 PM


OKAY (:
I've once again moved.
I decided to give livejournal another chancexD
teehee.
Please relink at http://www.secretsperhaps.livejournal.com/
& if you wanna tag please tag here :D
I would come here & check for tags (:
DO REMEMBER TO STILL TAG!!
Goodbye , blogger. xD
I'm quite sure I'd be back rather soon.
HAHAHAH.
--manda.


Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 9:07 PM
livejournal?


Should I change to livejournal?
WS, we did some "google" drawing thing.
It was weird ._. I had no idea what to draw.
Maths, somehow, maths is okay. (:
not exactly boring, but I was popping ovaltines in my mouth :D
RECESS.
Science, Sat with Evan, bitch :D
Ohmygosh, she's nuts I tell you.
She starts whacking you if you say the forbidden word. xD
& she starts laughing at stupid stuffs, but what can I do? (:
She's my awesome bitch! I love her to the ultimate core ,yeah?
hahaha.
Mothertongue, sat with dreydrey at the back.
we so can't concentrate at the back.
English, I shared my book with Lixuan :D
It's been awhile since we've talked .
hahaah. (:
***
lunched, training.
it was fine.
***
went to cheers with Sophia, (:
we had cup noodles.
thanks mummy and that bitch for accompanying me by texting me all the way home (:
It was scary.
I have to start on my homework soon ):
I don't have much time left.
Yay, Germs watching match tomorrow (;
I won't have to worry about me being the only one going alone.
awesome. :D
---
ps/ everyone says " Just be friends (: "
pps/ should I change to livejournal? please tag about it. thanks (:
--manda.


Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 8:37 PM


POST 200! (:
& I'm kinda dedicating it to you.
hahah, I think that we could still be friends :D
Good friends?
I don't know.
I think what she told me is true, I trust her, Duh (:
So, I guess, it's chance-less.
Giving up here is worth it.
at least I know I tired, but it just didn't work ;]
I seriously think it's God's will :D
Firstly, He gave me a chance to make it impossible to text you.
Next, He made her tell me this story, nono, fact. (:
I think that is enough to prove it :D
I'm not sad or anything.
but just, alittle confused.
it'll go as time passes by.
so all the best to you (:
remember, if you need me I'll be here.
duh, (:
iloveyou,as a good friend.
---
ps/ Amanda is Awesome. (:



@ 6:51 PM


ijustdon'tloveyounomore
Nothing interesting happened ):
Mothertongue, we had a test the whole way through.
I think I'm gonna flunk it ._.
It's called teamwork! (:
hahahah.
PE, it was FUN! :D
we played volleybaaall!
Joey [senior] , played with us.
LOL, she joined our class & Mdm Lum actually didn't realised.
well, of course she did sooner or later, but it was after a very long time.
Her teacher didn't realise.
hahahah (:
we played dafang, :DDD
when you're having fun, time flies.
RECESS.
Maths, I was copying sums.
Meryl & I got caught for talking ,thus Meryl was made to move her table further a LITTLE.
HAHAHAHAH, xD
Geog, off to the laaab (:
wasn't exactly listening.
I better re-cap on my own some day.
CF, it was replaced by DISC-like-thingy.
We did a quiz-like-thingy & then left for lunch (:
YAY, we warmed up & was almost late for dafang.
-.-'' , SMB started dafang-ing & we just reached.
after that, we did a quick prayer & the match started (:
the last point of set1, coach subsituited me out AGAIN.
._.'
Jana understands me :D
YAY JANA!
after match, had debrief.
& 200 squats.
packed up, slacked, home.
by the way, we lost ._.
BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, we're in for the 2nd round.
where we'll most probably meet Anderson, Xinmin , CCHY, & all the other strong schools ._.
damn.
Mummy fetch me, bathed.
I played Wii with her for awhile :D
hahah, & now I'm off to do my homework.
Bye people!
---
ps/ Thanks for everything, thanks for accompanying me this few months & flooding my inbox with your name, but after what she told me , I've decided enough is enough. I deleted your name (: I think I should move on. I'll keep the promise I made to myself. I just wanna thank you for everything you've done for me. God made it this way to end my dilemma. (: Thank God. Now you can go stead her for all I care :D YAY! Imma happy person.
--manda.


Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 10:00 PM


Do awesomely sweet guys still exist in this world? (;
Valentine's day! <33
hahahah, whatever.
goodnight.


@ 9:20 PM


Shit, I've no mood to do my homework ):
I'm in this veryvery slackish mood.
Damn.
I wanna do maths, don't know the question.
I wanna do science, didn't bring my book home.
I wanna finish my chinese, I only manage to do the close passage, cause the other is comprehension, I don't like ): wanna wait for mummy to help me xD
I wanna study for my chinese test tomorrow, I don't exactly know what to study for.
seriously, I hate this );
DAMN.
& if I don't do it all, I get worried.
urgh.
--manda.


@ 8:50 PM


Okay, seriously, quick one.
I have to do my homeworkkk (:
Assembly, veryveryvery funny!
Sophia's phone alarm clock rang, damn loudly.
hahahh, it got confiscated for 1 week.
lol, I couldn't stop laughing till after devotion.
D&T, I didn't like the first part ):
boring, the second part was fun!
we get to do research on STINKY TOILETS xD
hahah, nah, it's on cleanliness.
had fun, (:
RECESS.
Geog, back to the lab.
filled up a worksheet again.
thats about it.
Maths, Mrs Peh wasn't here.
hahahah, Miss Nah.
GB teacher.
lol, it was.... uh... -.-'
Science, it was okay. (:
***
lunched, training.
at first, I wasn't satisfied with how I was performing.
but after awhile, I guess it's okay.
Not perfect, but better.
Hopefully my spike will come back (:
DO COME BACK!
I miss you.
hahahah, xD
okay, I seriously have to do my homework now!
it's 9pm! OMGGG :D
I shouldn't be happy too.
teehee.
GOODBYE my dear people.
---
ps/ TOMORROW LAST MATCH FOR THE FIRST ROUND! (: SEMBAWANG SEC! PHS JIAYOU! ZHANGZHONG ACEEEEE! <3333 (:
pps/ you idiot (: why, did you do that. Now I'm left alone & I'm so confused, :o.
--manda.


Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 10:11 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONIA!(:
Okay, so dinner was... filling.
Before dinner, I was pulled into a clothes shop to try on all the effing free size clothes.
darn, They'll never understand that I , Amanda Tan Jia Qian will NEVER wear free size clothes!
urgh, so, most of the time I was running out of the shop, using the free wireless available with Stephanie (:
hahah, we're the tech geeks, while the others are like shopaholics.
Anyway, We then went to the restaurant.
OMG, the restaurant has the cutest cups I've ever seeeen! :o
It's a cup in a cup.
I've a picture of it (:
Duh, this computer is so bluetooth-less.
I'll have to find a day, where I'll finally switch on my pink lappy once again & find time to upload all the oldoldold over dued photos(:
* I wonder when that day will come....*
Okay, thats it for dinner.
DVD browsing!
hahah, we were seeing what DVD we've watched before, & the plot of the story.
I realised I've watched quite many shows half way.
We then went into a jewerlery store, there was this super cool ring with the Lord's prayer on it!
& Sonia bought a ring with a tiny ribbon (;
Home sweet home.
I realised I like staring out of the back of the car's window.
Looking at the oncoming cars & headlights.
Listening to music, remembering the things that were happening when I first knew of that song (:
It's rather awesome.
---
ps/ hahaha, I trimmed my haaaaair :D
--manda.


@ 1:14 PM
Colourful.


Just finished tuition & lunch.
Yes, tuition sucked out most of my brain juices, but I'm still sane (:
obviously, there'll be tingxie again next week ._.''
whatever, I'll once again leave it till the last minute.
We'll be going our for dinner tonight ;]
I'll have to fret about what to wear again.
On the bright side, tomorrow there'll be training again.
Yay, this few days, I don't know why but I've been looking forward to trainings.
They just seem to pass so fast, & I still feel that I've not attain the level of improvement I've been expecting from myself );
I really have to buck up or else I wouldn't even have to dream about playing in nationals.
Okay, thats about it (:
my life today is a bore.
;D, sheesh.
---
ps/I can only imagine ;]
--manda.


Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 9:48 PM


Woke up at 9am.
I manage to get time to slack in the morning(:
Got ready, slacked, had lunch , off to school!
training was okay, I guess.
Wasn't exactly very tough ,
other then the 8 wheelbarrows D:
urgh, I seriously dread wheelbarrows.
But doing them with Huinie seems like a breeeeze :D
Seniors had to do 10.
Uh, I still don't feel the improvement that I was expecting in me.
I guess it was cause, we also didn't have dafang.
we did this rather cool setting thing.
were three people set and the middle one sets backwards.
Germs, taught Jem & me how to set backwards (:
IT'S FUN!
But you'll get dizzy after awhile from spinning in circles.
LOL.
I guess that's about it.
I really hope to improve on Monday.
last training before SSS match.
DANG, I've got effing tuition tomorrow.
what effing tingxie.
URGH, to me tingxie, doesn't really exist anymore.
still ask me to memorize ._.'''
Kills my braincells.
People pray that I don't become retarded from lack of braincells.
thankyou (:
DARN, I so ain't learning tingxie now.
Tomorrow morning :D
hahaha, She'll get so pissed with me.
But I shall not stress myself up with all this.
I need my beauty sleep xD
awesome.
I love myself.
Yes, I do.
(:
I'm awesome.
Oh enough of the self praising.
time to go tweeet on twitter.
Goodbye , people ;]
---
ps/ I don't know, the way you speak is just so deceiving.
pps/ By the way, yiyi bought me a jade like necklace from China, Beijing (; It shall be my lucky charm, xD cause it looks like one?
--manda.


Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 7:53 PM


OMG, (:
My mum is super cute.
she just texted me saying " Now I know who Julian Lau is le."
HAHAHAH xD.
Just finished dinner.
I'm on a study mode.
not for long.
I have to improve tomorrowwww!
WD, IS AWESOMELY CUTE :D


@ 6:21 PM


2 down, 1 to go!
---
Assembly in the hall, squshy!
uh, Mothertongue, the whole lesson go through chenyu.
Maths, okay luh.
RECESS.
after recess, they handed out our Year book! :D
AWESOMe.
&, we get to read it for awhile in the hall.
15minutes gone.
by the time we get to our english class,
there was super little time left xD
Assembly.
OKay luh.
***
lunched, changed shoes.
warm-ups.
I sucked today.
Got subsituited by Jingyi from like first set 10 points plus till end of game.
D:, I'm very disappointed in myself.
I promise to buck up the next two trainings.
, we played survivor after match.
Teamed with Germs & Huitien.
Mr chew, Kinda did a de brief.
& HOME.
---
ps/ I promise, I'll never let it happen.
pps/ I'm really always having second thoughts about you.
--manda.


Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 8:47 PM


1 DOWN, 2 more to go!
---
Chapel, 1 hour is kinda a lot.
I get restless after awhile ):
Art, awesome.
after 1 hour, I can't get any idea outta me.
I'm so unartistic .
RECESS, I had a bloody hard time looking for Karmen.
then for Mr Chew, & then Karmen again.
darn, :\ I found her in the end (: Thank God.
Maths, the test was ... -.-'
no comments. hahah, time passed rather fast after that.
Science, went to the lab.
sat with Jes.
man , she's nuts.
Lit, I was seriously restless & nervous then.
I copied down what the teacher said.
& countint down with Meryl :D
hahah, & Germs too.
Germs watch slow maaaan!
hahahah. we made her pack 5 minutes before.
left class, got some people out.
changed, lunch.
warm-up.
SJC was like right beside us warming up!
LOL.
quite weird.
my jie qiu today is still crappy-ish. D:
I have to jiayou for tomorrow
According to Denise, they are of a standard.
Not exactly easy match la.
nevermind, we're PHS!
PHS will FIGHT ALL THE WAY!
TEAMMYS JIAYOU! :D
add oil! add oil!
direct translation.
okay, I've got no idea what homework I have.
So I shan't bother.
I'm certain I have art, but seriously, drawing ain't my forte & not now.
I shall go read a book or something :D
Goodbye .
---
ps/ I don't know what's happening now, She likesyou, K. awesome, :\
pps/hold high hopes.
--manda.


Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 8:44 PM


tomorrow is the day!
ZOMG, It's tomorrow teammys!
Music, hahah, last week no music.
so this week music was kinda okay.
AIRCON! xDD
Art, last week also no art.
I love art :D
so awesome, I'm considering art for 'O' levels.
but I'm so super unartistic.
CONSIDERING. should be no.
hahahh, I was shaving my pencil through the whole lesson.
It's fun!
RECESS.
English, Evangeline's table stank!
hahah, had fun laughing at that stinky table.
TEEHEE!
Maths, erm, okay la.
Copy algebra sums & stuff.
& having quiz tomorrow >_<.
[I'm getting super nervous now]
Science, packed up went to lab.
we copyed notes & tore pages out of our workbook.
***
lunched, training.
we were almost late >_<.
hahah.
erm, my last training before zonals was shit.
I was under performing big time.
D: , super disappointed, but I'm determined to do well tomorrow.
okay, thats about it.
goodbye people (:
wish us luck!
---
ps/ let's make tomorrow awesome & not a horrible day. Alrights? :D
pps/ Baobeiii! Yes, I'm honoured! xD
--manda.


Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 9:00 PM


I've got no idea what to do.
I'm just horribly bored & I don't wanna study!
There's nothing really nice to watch on telly.
Talking to people on msn is just getting pure boring.
& I'm starting to get real lazy to type back.
-.-' gosh, I'm turning into a pig.
dang.
NAH! , I'm no pig! :D
pigs are cute , yo.
but still I don't wanna be one.
My phone is dead tonight ):
I don't know why.
Oh yes, I read people blogs, I love the way they type.
It's like proper english with minimal emotions, eg. smiley faces.
& yet they can still put across what they wanna say.
How awesome is that?
Okay, I've nothing much to say anymore.
People, remember! Last training tomorrow!
Try to treasure it kay? :D
Goodbye.
--manda.


@ 7:14 PM


I've been dreaming about you & zonals this few days.
I don't know why.
(: iloveyou.


Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 8:54 PM


I'm starting to love life again.
HELLO WORLD! :D
ZONALS in 1 TRAINING & 3 DAYS!
ZOMG!!
hahahah, let's talk about my boring life today (:
firstly, as usual assembly.
nothing much happened, I think ...
can't remember.
Mother Tongue, Damn tired ._.
But I managed to pull through (:
teehee, & to make things worst my contacts keep drying up
URGH.
Geog, we went to lab.
Watched video on china's one child policy.
hahahah, Jes was nuts I tell you.
oh well, RECESS.
They all lie to me ): say I sat on shit -.-'
wth, to think that I even believe them.
English, it was more of a copying lesson.
-.-' I haven't been following english lessons closely.
I seriously have no idea whats going on.
other then the fact that it's about ARSON.
LOL.
PE, we had warm-ups like damn long >_<
不耐烦.
I got super bored.
VOLLEYBALL! <333
omggggg, love mannn.
Mdm Lum let us play (:
we played small court, yay!
hahahah, so awesome mancxz!
LUNCH, :D
training.
it's fine.
I hope that I really will get my spiking back befor zonals !
nothing else.
after training, waited for mummy with Sophia.
Sharlene was waiting too.
so after Amanda left, we talked to Sharlene.
LOL, damn funny la .
but she's okay to talk too (:
hahah, so mummy sent Sophia back & we went home.
had BaKuteh for dinner.
awesssooommme (:
but I'm full now -.-'
I wanna do geog research but I kiap my notebook in
between my geog txtbk & left it in school.
I'm clever yo!
OH YES! I have a veryveryvery retarded CAPTAIN! :D
this is what she 'invented' & said:
" eh! Thursday we against SJC [ si-je-chi, pronounce it all tgt].
then on friday against PSS! [ psssss] & don't know when against SMB, [ sssssss!]"
HAHAH, she's damn retarded!
(:
okay whatever.
good bye.
--manda


Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 3:39 PM


YESTERDAY
---
mummy managed to send me to school.
I was about 15 minutes late for the geog thingy.
Jem, Germs, Sophia, JY attended it.
Mr Ang was nice :D
hahah. He still come back & teach us geog!
So hardworking!(:
He next week still giving us test!
Omg, he's like super cool.
I said this " I know I don't come for today's ! :D "
He said this " oh well, then you pay fine of $10"
hahaha, so I obviously have to go take the test next week.
who ever don't take must pay $10.
LOL!
Lunch at bubbletea with, Joey,Germs, Amanda. (?)
not very sure.
training, 4 sec1s stayed behind .
we trained, & 2 trainings left.
4 days = 2 trainings to zonals.
ZOMG, tuesday senior's first match.
All the best seniors!
Anderson's match against Evergreen(?)
Punggol against Sembawang.
We wanna watch PNG vs SMB to see what their standard is like.
so we can know what we'll be expecting to be playing against.
staying back on tuesday to watch :D
our first match will be on thursday vs SJC.
***
daddy fetched me , went to Sam's b'day party.
as of yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE & CHERYL!
as of today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA& JANA!
:D
her house was filled with her classmates, they're seriously loud!
hahah, AL, Dylan & I went upstairs.
used my netbook .
had dinner, we were being retarded.
laughing out loud for no reason.
hahahah xD
then we slacked, YL came.
when WL came, I went home.
It was fun.
I love her d;ay cake :D
lol, I doubt I'll be able to upload pictures D:
---
TODAY
---
ZOMG, my tuition teacher practically killed all my braincells.
seriously -.-''
I hate china teachers now man.
nagnagnag.
she gave like 3 bloody pages of homework.
URGHHH.
whatever, mummy is so gonna help me.
she has to help me with my zuowen too!
I dont know how to write.
so the teacher came at like what 11am?
& left at 1pm.
BLOODY 2 HOURS of that freaking accent.
>_<> school.
saturday-> training
sunday -> fugging tuition.
zomg -.-'
oh well, FOCUS ON ZONALS!
4 MORE DAYS!
2 MORE TRAININGS!
Mr chew is expecting us to make it all the way to nationals.
so lets do it!
:D
---
ps/ Problem buddy xD, hahah when I have problems I'll look for HM, when she has problems, she'll look for me! :D so awesome.
pps/ I dont know , the way you talk just changed again.
WHEEEEEEEEEEE GOOD BYE! :DDDD
--manda.


Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 6:42 PM


Throw that egg down the 4th storey!
Reach school, Jingyi told me something I don't really wanna know.
Mothertongue, rather emo ._.
but whatever (:
Science, hahaha, I definitely cheered up.
we get to throw an egg off the 4th floor! :D
awesome teacher!(:
so grouped with Baobin, Daryl, Celine .
we wrapped the egg until super huge ball of nespaper.
hahahah, they played volleyball & soccer with it ._.
retarded.
but our egg cracked in the end.
whatever.
hahaha, I've got 1 photo of it.
secretly took it xD
but I'll be able to upload photos only tomorrow
when daddy comes home with my charger for Viao.
which has bluetooth & enables me to send pictures over.
so ya :D
yay!
you guys will have to be kept in suspense :D
WHOOTS.
OKAY, then RECESS.
sang birthday song for Jes.
(:
I ran away from the stupid cake , or rather CREAM fight.
Got two cream .. uh.. streak on my face & neck thanks to Drey & Mandy.
washed up, went for english.
It was boring ._.
hahahah, we were talking more about Lixuan's school in America! :D
Assembly, talked about CIP hours.
I looked at you, you turned, I looked away. Idon'tknowwhethertolikeyouanot.
went back to class, took bag went to J8 with Germs, Jem, Mich,Amanda,Sophia.

we had KFC.
lol, super full.
Yammi yougurt.
bought War heads!
HAHAH, I was being super chui then la.
besides, I was the only one laughing all the time ._.
"We're MEGA Warhead warriors!";]
we survived 50 seconds of Warhead.
LOL!
went to library.
hahah, we read books & stuff.
michelle & amanda left.
germs , sop & I went to find vball books.
We borrowed one.
I'm bringing it to training to share :D
yay!
hahahah, 3 more trainings to zonals.
thats about it (:
buhbye, (:
---
ps/ <3.>


15 Jan 10, 05:35 PM;huimin: anyway tagged amanda
15 Jan 10, 05:35 PM;huimin: wahhhh i jealous karmen nv come tagged me lor )=

HAHAH, she likes be better xD kidding. Thanks for taggin' , Ily (:
15 Jan 10, 05:55 AM;Karmen: Taggeg
15 Jan 10, 05:55 AM;Karmen: But who cares? So long as ur happy
15 Jan 10, 05:54 AM;Karmen: Hi:D well,well,well.. Nice blog and be happy okay? Lol,don't really know th reason why ur depressed

LOL, thanks for tagging, How you find my blog? xD uhhh, yeah happy.... lol.
14 Jan 10, 09:04 PM;Sarah<3:>

hello Saaaaraaah :D , thanks yo!
14 Jan 10, 08:57 PM;huimin: AMANDA CHEER UP LOVEYA(=

hahah, fine.
14 Jan 10, 06:44 PM;piggy aka clara ;P: tagged senior ;DDDDDDDDDDD

HEY :D thanks for taggin'.
14 Jan 10, 06:15 PM;lejie: aww, cheer up!

hahah, thanks I'll try.
13 Jan 10, 08:49 PM;GERMS: 1GRACE'09 , 1GRACE'10 , 2GRACE'10 ROCKS <3

OH Yeah :D 3cheers!
12 Jan 10, 08:17 PM;Joey: spike them to death ah!! All they way! =)
12 Jan 10, 08:17 PM;Joey: hi amanda =D you're damn tall, LOL. anyway, zonals are coming, really soon, so jiayou alright =)

hahahah, I'm not damn tall la, >_< neither can I spike them to death laaaa. thanks for taggin' :D
10 Jan 10, 06:41 PM;GERMS: HAHAH , ROLY POLY ! dontcareher , ok ? ignore her , she's just trying to make you jealous .

HAHAHAH, ROLYPOLY again -.-/ heheheh!
10 Jan 10, 12:59 PM;Jingyi: hey amanda,cheer up.ignore the person?she make you le now she making me lor.irritating

orh.
9 Jan 10, 09:56 PM;Meryl: it is different Just so you know -Jesse McCartney hotass!
9 Jan 10, 08:20 PM;Meryl: that is NOT michelangelo, thats david.. dumbass
FINEFINE, daviddaviddavid, oh yes, JM is super hot. PSSST.

8 Jan 10, 10:13 PM;♥Rachelle: Ahh . me love you so muchh !! heeheehee (:

:D thanks, ily tou yoo! :D
--manda.



Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 7:59 PM


I'm doing what celine wants me to.
It's tough ):
I feel as though , I use to eat chicken wings every single day, but now they just say there's bird flu, no more chickens will be sold.
D: it just seems so weird.
empty.
I really don't know what I feel for you.
I don'tthink I like you.
but yet this is happening.
I really don't know k.
D: ,
zonals are coming, I better choose the right thing to focus on.
):
amanda, don't be such an ass.
Pull yourself up man!
***
something really opposite of my current mood.
it cheered me up alittle though (:
Amirul! OMG He's so funny!
THrough out the whole conversation, he thought I was Amanda Woon!
HAHAH, till I finally figured out, & told him I'm Amanda Tan.
LOL! He paiseh TTM.
hahah chui (:
ps/ I'm trying hard here. How about just a good night text?
--manda.


@ 5:19 PM


I'm so sorry. ):
School was okay,
Chapel, 1hour, seriously not use to such a long chapel.
I kept getting distracted by the constructionworks outside.
lolz, (:
Maths, It was ....... okay??
had to do some journal thingy, & copy algebra thingys.
RECESS, hungry sia.
ENGLISH, Mdm Lum never come again.
Mr Whiteway take our class.
Evannnny & I wrote notes in each other's foolscap.
seriously, my note sucked.
sorry Bitch :D
Science, went to the lab.
did some worksheet.
OMG, Mr Lim is seriously funny.
He made us write a letter to our grandmother!
LOL!
Literature, Mr Poon didnt come either.
so we did worksheets & homed.
***
helped Mr Chew pump the new balls :D
COOL!.
I've got photos.
but can't upload to the comp.
went bubbletea.
homed.
---
ps/ Baobeii, I'm very sorry ); what ever the misunderstanding is, I hope you'll forgive me D:
pps/3 more traaaainings! >_<
--manda.


Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 9:32 PM


I'm confused.
Mind in a mess & totally cluttered,
Do I still like you?
I doubt I do, but yet somethings still does make me happy.
For the first, I can still remember everything.
all from last year till now.
It's been 1 year, 3 days.
Awesome. (;
Yet, I can still remember everything vividly.
For the second, I can't remember what day we've met.
what things you did.
even though we communicated more with each other.
but it just didn't feel the same..
I've this feeling, that I'm used to liking someone, thats why I somehow force myself to go on.
It's over, but yet I just go on.
What's the point.
waiting for something that'll never happen.
I get skeptical when she tells me things .
They all just seem like their not meant to come from you.
They seem to come from a person I don't know.
a total stranger.
When I see you, the way you act, brings me back to the point of a total stranger.
I'll stop this silly game .
I'll stop forcing myself.
I'll remember that I'll have to put all my emotions off court when I'm playing.
I'll have to face reality.
The reality being 'It has been over months ago'
things now are just fake.
plastic.
barbie dolls-ish.
Wake up from the dream I'm in.
But 1 question before I erase all memories.
Why didn't anyone stop me?
WHy did you'll play along.
Leading me to wrong conclusions.
Whatever it is.
It's all the past (;
REALITY HURTS.


@ 8:18 PM


I'm skeptical about it.
WS, wth ._. Sec1s went for a run.
we, Sec2s stayed back for mass exercise -.-''
stand at the back with Jana.
hahaha, we were talking :D
did stuff like, sit-ups, pumping, jumping jacks,etc.
so paiseh luhhz ._.
Maths, passed quickly & I didn't know wth happened in class.
RECESSS, chiong-ed maths homework, don't know why -.-''
Mothertongue, sat with dreydrey (: , listened & stuff.
English, YAY! Lixuan in our english class! :D , mdm lum ._.
***
training, we did warm up with sec1s.
then did setting with Jem.
dafang with her.
We got really fustrated & pissed due to the space constrain.
It was really irritating.
Many balls flying pass your head, don't know which ball is yours.
everyone rolling here & there infront of you.
Gosh! D;
then we had, something like dafang but with setter in the middle.
This time Germs joined it :D
it was rather good.
but got really super duper fustrated with space constrain again.
then the balls keep rolling to seniors court D;
SO SORRY!
we did shou xing with sec 1s :D
The two that I brought super cute ley (:
hahah, sorry I still yet to know your names.
I took them for jiaobu last time around xD
I shall go find out!
TEEHEE!, ohohoh! but they're from 1GRACE'10
YIPEE, 1GRACE!
hahahah, then we had survival.
Jem & I.
& then, match-like thingy.
JIAYOU TEAMMYS.
3more trainings.
treasure the time we have left.
SJC, first match ,thursday.
Punggol, second match, friday.
Sembawang, third match, next tuesday.
The days are drawing closer each day.
Are we prepared for the epic competition of the year?
It's gonna be lasting for quite a while.
are we game for it?
Yes we are teammys (:
determination, confidence & strength will be what you give yourself.
Lets have the confidence, Believe that we can do it.
TEAMMYS, ILOVEYOU! <33
let's do it! :D
ACE!
---
ps/ time is running out, what do I want? It's my choice, my decision. It's now or never.
--manda.


Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ 9:12 PM


我是石头。
(: Today was rather okay.
Assembly was in the hall, freaking crowded like shit -.-
back to classsssss [ finally] , ;D
MT, Mr Sim talked about the chapter, & finished.
whoots for him, boos for me, have to do the 练习.
but whatever.
PE, late, kenna nagged ._.
the teachers talked about stuuuuff.
Mdm Lum made us run -.-'' urgh!
it was two rounds of the carpark then sprint twice.
Golly, I do hate running.
STILL GOT JOGATHON , end of march, 3.2km! wtf-.-
took height & weight [ the things I hate the most].
RECESS. They don't let us go back into class anymore );
Maths, it passed surprisingly fast, hahahah.
GEOG!, went to the lab again, I copied notes :D
CF, scolded for being late ._. , change seats D: urgh.
all the waaaay at the Baaaaaack.
surprisingly too, Celine beside me :D
hurray! , hahaha, she kinda made her way through with this sentence " I've got PERFECT eyesight!!"
hahahahah (;
well I don't.
I bet I'll be half alseep all the time at the back.
with a superb comfortable wall to lean on.
xD
---
lunched with teammys , (:
Scorer thingy, 3-4.
so went back to the library to study with germs & jingyi.
I revised maths, :D
errm, then.. homed.
sorry for my attitude teammys.
D:
**
On the way home say Jerald & Howyi walking home!
LOL,
bathed, went to northpoint with mummy .
got assesment books :D
lol, which should be empty by the end of the year.
awesome.
hahahaah.
---
ps/ hahahah, I dont know what I want nnoooow :DDD
--manda!


Monday, January 11, 2010 @ 8:59 PM


I'll pull through (;
Okay, so today went to school.
Reached, wasn't in the best of moods ._.
a new girl joined our class (:
Her name is Lixuan.
she's really nice & cool! She's from America,
& she has a supersuperduper cool accent :D
she sat next to Celine in class,
but guess what ._. Mdm Lum wanna sit according to height.
wtf, ):<,
so irritating.
but I'll be next to RUTTTH :D
teehee, just no fan D:
urgh! , whatever.
OKAY. First lesson, D&T.
chee, 2 periods = 2 hours.
aiyoh! First is Miss Tean, let us do worksheet.
Second period is Mr Chua, go lab cause we don't have projector.
RECESS! Lixuan followed us (:
heheh, Geog.
Also went to lab, cause need projector.
Sat with dreydrey (;
lol, I forgot to bring my stupid notebook.
wth, can't copy notes ._.
thus, didn't really listen );
Maths, URGH, starting it was okay.
then middle that time, she I think not happy with me
cause I never sit properly.
ask me stand up, move my table to the middle of the empty row there.
the sit down again ._.
quite retarded.
oh well, then sit lor.
start till then never pay attention at all
then move abit, I payed alittle more attention.
I didnt understand D;
shit, I'm lagging already,
I can't get side tracked this year.
I can't get drawn away by temptations.
AMANDA, FOCUS!
okay, so tomorrow I'll try my best to listen in all lessons (:
no matter how boring it gets!
science, Mr LIm didn't come,
we get to talk xD
hahah, did geog & maths.
gave up on maths, didn't know how to do.
had lunch.
tried maths.
still don't know how to do.
---
training, okay.
TEAMMYS, time to focus.
2 trainings left.
thats not alot.
it'll pass real soon.
not much time left.
Let's try our best for every match.
Not bother of winning or losing, Just try our best.
Time is running out.
***
ps/ I don't know what you're thinking, I don't care what she says.
--manda.


Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 9:47 PM


I can't bring myself to do this ):
Ignoring you is tough work.
but you ignoring me is easy eh.
I hope you have fun. (:
I've better things to do now.
I'll focus on Zonals and my studies.
(: oh yay.
have you ever tried loving & hating someone at the exact same time?
:] it was somewhere in October.
hahaha, I know what she said.
but Can I help it?
apparently not.


@ 8:05 PM


I can't hold on any more.
Left the house at about 7 plus.
met Jingyi at the gate.
went in, just walked around.
finally mr Chew & Mr Lai set net in basketball court.
we just spent the whole morning playing da-fang & stuff.
(: lol, it was fun.
the sec ones, I don't know, I think they didn't bring their PE.
We played till like 11 plus.
went for lunch at market.
back to school,
waited awhile, michelle was texting someone.
lol, use my phone! -.-
after the parents cleared.
the sec ones arrived, we cleared tables & chairs.
set net & stuff, while Mr Tay talk to them.
we did stretching together.
then I took two girls for jiaobu (;
we played captain's ball.
hahahah, (: fun luhh!
we did chuan jiu, & da-fang.
while the sec ones tried shou xing, & spiking.
we had spiking, they left.
some STILL not interested in joining D:
AWWWH, volleyball is Darn fun!
must join!
hahah, (:
then they left.
Clara & Vanessa stayed behind to wait for Karmen.
we continued training.
got the gundi thingy.
then we did formation.
get to go home.
we went bubbletea.
homed, with sophia.
hahaha, we start our skip trains thing again.
we skipped about 3-4 trains & just talk (;
---
ps/ do you realise that when everything is going just fine & perfect, Something, somehow would just spoil it all.
D: , just like now.
I don't know what to do.
--manda.


Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 9:24 PM


Once again, these sentences appear.
I now currently hate knowing two sides of a situation.
When you feel special cause of something,
who knows, you ain't the only one.
Thanks for that. -,-
What do you expect me to do again.
Why do I always face these stupid things.
well, you're taking forever, & I ain't caring anymore.
Though, I do urge to just send a Oi! over, but I'll hold it back.
so what, if you know I'm talking about you.
-
Thanks alot , if you're trying to make me jealous,
you succeeded.
I sinned thanks to you.
): , urgh!
whatever, I really cant be bothered.
---
hurt by reality once again.
It kills me to know, but what can I do.
I'm inferior to her ain't I.
D':
I dont wanna know, ):
I don't wanna face reality.
Why should I cry over you ._.
ass.


@ 5:29 PM


I shall ignore it. (:
I somehow can't seem to be able to reach school before 7am anymore.
Don't know if that's good or bad ._.
so, yeah, today Sec1s & DSA people still not around.
MT, I forgot my stupid textbook ); , I thought it was in the locker, but it was at home.
The disadvantage of having a locker.
So , I shared with Drey. (:
thanks, Dreeeeeey.
Maths, goodness, I could have just fell asleep! ._.
I think I was slacking , or something.
but I was doing anything/ everything other then listening to class.
RECESS.
English, Mdm Lum went to camp.We were left to read books.
but the boys were playing with paper balls & I read luhh, (:
It got boring after awhile.
Drey & I went to the toilet, we walked the long way back.
teehee, SUPER bored.
anyway, had assembly.
got our bags, left the school.
Jessie, sorry uh >_<
I went to bubble tea with teammys.
the queue is like freaking freaking freaking long ._.
whatever, then left home.
---
ps/ hahahah, (:
--manda.


Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 8:38 PM


I know I'm over reacting, but I can't help it.
I was , not say very late.
I went searching for Lejie!!
can't find her );
in desperation, I just gave it to Amanda.
Guess what, the next moment I saw her.
hahah, oh well, (; went to class.
talktalktalk with teammys.
blahblahblah, assembly, temperature taking.
Chapel, 1hour.
No sec 1s, only sec2s & 3Agape.
rather quiet ley . xD
Art, Mr Lee again, hahaah!
We tried drawing Micheangelo(?).
Disastor mancxz!
LOL! Baobin's looked like a pig.
Recess, (;
Maths, teehee, this time round it wasn't as entertaining.
Just copied solutions to sums.
& tried doing some .
Science, Mr Lim went to camp.
some teacher came & gave worksheets.
finished off the worksheets, slacked alittle &
rested (:
Literature, I thank the little nap I took,
I manage to stay awake & not yawn xD
hahah, YAY!
end.
**
went to northpoint with Drey & Jes.
had lunch, bought sweets.
popular, bought many stuff, including a new water bottle xDD!
I think it's really childish BUT freaking cute!
LOL, so no laughing!
It's pink with a dog, clouds.
with those cute faces .
lol, (:
k, then bubble tea, mummy fetch me :D
at 6pm, piano.
FYI, now I'm gonna have freakin' CHINESE tuition again.
freak.
& it's a china teacher again ._.
* 听说 She's an aunty *
D; , oh well.
hopefully it goes well.
urgh!
:@
---
ps/ I don't really know the truth now, I'm always listening to two sides of the story that don't match at all. Well, whatever.
--manda.


Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 9:54 PM


I forgot my shoe bag in ther morning D:
urgh! Rather late again.
poop.
Had art [ Mr Frank Lee]
xD , he's damn cute & funny as a teacher mancxz!
LOL, there was one he wwent like:
" It's cause of the dent, nonono, it's not really a dent,
a dent is more of... *shows hand action** someone says chip(?) *
AHH! YES! It's a chip.. chip....chip...... CHIP! "
LOL! , freaking funny!
then had Music [ Still Mr Soh (: ]
sat with Germs, we were talking about.. RP.
lol. RECESS.
English, finally get to see Mdm Lum.
that class is some how FREAKING WARM! 0.o
can die of heat stroke man!
Maths, Goodness, it was the most hilarious class ever.
Firstly, it was sophia sleeping, then she shout to Mrs Peh to stop nagging xD
lol, then they were making weird noises, & sophia burst out laughing REAL loud!
& lastly, it was Joel dotting a mole on his face!
LOL!!
science [ Mr Lim Keon Suai]
He's freaking funny too!
hahaha, he makes jokes , & he doesn't laugh -.-
lol, & he has talking activities, hahaha.
k, training.
Teammys, I'm really sorry.
I know I'm under performing &
I hai all of you all to wei 100 ):
I'm really really sorry.
I really have to buck up for zonals.
If I carry on like this,
We'll be getting no where because of me.
I have to buck up , big time.
PULL UP MY SOCKS.
Focus.
I have to do it.
1 more week of training to go.
Treasure it.
Amanda , can do it.
---
ps/ 4 more trainings, ): worried.
--manda.


Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 8:12 PM


I was super duper donkey-ish late ._.
uh huh, whatever.
School was okay.
Had mother tongue [ still Mr Sim (: ].
Sat with Drey (:
It was rather okay.
But I gotta feeling I bought the wrong workbook.
Then had Geog[ Ms Zhang] ! :D
YAY-ness, Surprisingly she taught us about the lesson .
So little people mancxz.
RECESS!
D&T [ Ms Tean & Mr Chua] , it was okay.
Shamil was as usual NOISY to the maaaax!
lol, but Ms Tean was quite nice.
English(?) , went to the next class.
Mdm Lum not there, so Mr Poon , Literature teacher..
took over for the day.
oh gosh, that class was super duper freakinng QUIET!
xD, & I had no idea what the teacher wanted us to do ):
I slacked till the last minute, had to chiong. Gosh.
Went back to class for CF!
Omg, Mr Poon still there!
LOL! He repeated his awesome story.
& Started talking about the history of Singapore ;O
finally school over! *phew*
waited for Michelle, went to the hall.
helped out with the sec1s thing.
* no comments* .
went to bubble tea.
home-d with Meryl. (;
---
This few days I realised something.
You won't realise somethings till you're in the person shoes.
Esp. how our seniors felt towards us.
It was hard to understand when we were like, ' why they think that way ?'
NOW , its like ' ORH! I know why ._. ' .
THUS, [ nth about seniors & juniors thingy, diff story]
"When you're not in th shoes of that person, You'll never understand, its not freaking funny, duh, it ain't happening 2 u. D;<"
THanks Jes for your support.
BUT, that is what I'll say to you.
& YOU'RE FREAKIN' GAY!
SCREW YOU! .
TYVM, (:
---
ps/ I still think it's gay.
pps/ The book " p.s I love you " ROCKS TO THE CORE.


Monday, January 4, 2010 @ 8:46 PM


FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL IN 2010 :D
---
I was rather late >_<
heh, I left the house at like 6.50am.
reached at about 7.10am.
While walking in one sec 1 asked me where to get nametag
xDD , I was rather shocked with that question..
signed in, the canteen was super crowded!
went up to the hall, even more crowded!
went in settle down.
Celine went mad I tell you.
She said "Hello / Hi" to like everyone!
& She practically waved to Mdm Lum RIGHT in her face!
LOL!, I miss blogging about them (:
hahah NOw I'm back to it! awesome.
went to the hall.
had commencement service.
went back to class.
recess,( : awesome 1 hour recess.
lol, back to class.
somehow, we had to go chapel.
1GRACE'09 ENTHU CLASS LEY! xD
still as enthu as ever.
Went back to class,
Miss Mcnoe, was like awesome & super funny.
the way she talk is super entertaining.
lol, xD
school ended,
had lunch.
ate the new japanese food.
quite nice :D
late for training by 1 minute! >_<
ran 3 rounds.
training was okay,
I really think we should stop fooling around already.
5 more trainings!
treasure them (:
***
I know I'm gonna Judge a book by its cover,
BUT , it's just a passing remark k? (:
no offense.
this year, they SEEEM { I used seem, they may be not OKAY, don't jump into conclusions}
more lian ._.
SORRY!
just a remark!
---
ps/ thanks for that, (: I really appreciate it alot, I mean it :D
pps/ treasure this time we have left.
--manda.


Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 3:01 PM


Back from lunch with grandma, grandpa, uncle Eric , dad & mum.
(: we went to the place which we went last week with Uncle James for lunch again.
DARN FULL.
came back, dad left for KL ):
Mum & I went to buy my school shoes :D
awesome.
She let me buy! WHOOTS.
NOw I'll have to rush my stupid reflection for chinese & make that stupid book.
roar, ):
THEN I'll have to pick some stupid article for newspaper article.
& then I'll pack, If I still have time re -do geog.
great.
BYE .
ps/ Lots to do! ):
--manda.


Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 9:18 PM


HELLO ALL (:
hahah, Today's training was rather okay.
according to ME.
others, I'm not really sure.
Da-fang with Jem was awesome.
It was sorta better then the rest, (:
THANKS JEM, I loved today's da-fang.
the rest of the activities were okay too.
& survival , my jie qiu was horrible.
but I was rather happy with my fa qiu.
then we had match.
I didn't perform oh-so-well.
but I thought the second set was okay.
so , (:
SMILE TEAMMYS.
cheer up!
According to Uncle Jonathon,
we must be happy to play well :D
so YAY! LETS get HIGH!, but
not too high either, or we won't play well too.
(: JIAYOU!
we can do it teammys! xD
Zonals is round the corner,
we mustn't lose.
we must work towards our goal together right?
so, lets focus , & train hard!
after training, went to cheers with like many people.
but only huimin,michelle & I stayed on to eat noodles.
teehee!
we ate & talked , I enjoyed it (:
hahah, we talked about Thailand,
stories, Malaysia hot water & cold water.
LOL, it was truly fantastic.
They left, I waited for mummy & daddy to pick me up.
Baobin walked pass, LOL, at least he was friendly!
:D, went for dinner, back.
I FOUND MY KEY! WHOOP-Y!
I'm gonna start my Chinese homework in 6 minutes [9.24]
OKAY , buhbye peeeeps (;
---
ps/ 6 more trainings till zonals., its getting lesser & lesser, time to buck up Amanda.
--manda.


@ 12:58 AM


OMG, (:
the Dinner was like totally awesome.
We reached the place, which was like freaking near school ;]
Had dinner, I played Monopoly with them.
It was the awesome one with credit cards!!!!
LIKE HELLO?!?? awesome much.
then, we went into the room & played Uno Attack.
lolz, it was like totally great too xD
{ everything seems to be awesome, teehee}
It's cool seeing the cards fly out , hahah.
uhh, then we read books for like 5-10 minutes ;x
went out had like snacks; cakes, fruits.
when the smaller kiddos went home ,
we went down for sparklers (:
it was cool ;D
we played like 2-3 packets & we went back up.
then played Wii.
hahah, I really should start finding time to play my Wii,
before it like rots & disintergrate { however you spell it}
anyway, after playing Wii, it was already like 11 plus.
going to 12.
we watched ' The Proposal'
the dads came back.
watched a little more.
mums finished off their game of Mahjong.
we had to leave.
it was like 12 plus.
teehee, now its like 105am.
I obviously have to sleep real soon.
there's training tomorrow x_x
I'm so gonna be tired again ._.
hahaha! I have to really finish off all my stupid homework after training too!
I so don't have anymore time D:
I shall ask mummy for help with MT (:
OKAY PEEPS, GOOD NIGHT (:
SWEETDREAMS, DO let the bedgbugs bite! xDD
7 more trainings till ZONALS.
Buh-bye.
--manda.


Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 6:35 PM


Hey world (:
Today's training was okay.
I performed badly though.
I really have to buck up , A LOT.
Anyway, going to daddy's friend house for dinner soon.
(: It's Pot Luck .
hahah, Dad's friend son is attending PHS next year (:
YAY! 3Cheers for PHS.
teehee, I miss school.
Its starting soon, I know.
hahah, Homework still not completely done ):
7 more trainings till zonals.
I gtg (; byebye!
---
ps/ why won't you just do so ._.
--manda.


@ 1:03 AM


Happy (belated) new year! (:
---
for me the new year didn't really start off well ..
I wasn't exactly happy deep down inside, >_<
& like 1 hour after the new year,
my mum shouted at me just 'cos I wanted a new pair of school
shoes ._.
I don't know the old pair is dirty & like peeling alittle.
I ask her to help me wash when I go training,
she say might not dry.
the I ask her how, & suggested if I could buy a new pair.
she not happy lo ._.
D'; , whatever, I'm so not in the mood.
goodbye, :



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