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Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 9:32 PM

I'm confused.
Mind in a mess & totally cluttered,
Do I still like you?
I doubt I do, but yet somethings still does make me happy.
For the first, I can still remember everything.
all from last year till now.
It's been 1 year, 3 days.
Awesome. (;
Yet, I can still remember everything vividly.
For the second, I can't remember what day we've met.
what things you did.
even though we communicated more with each other.
but it just didn't feel the same..
I've this feeling, that I'm used to liking someone, thats why I somehow force myself to go on.
It's over, but yet I just go on.
What's the point.
waiting for something that'll never happen.
I get skeptical when she tells me things .
They all just seem like their not meant to come from you.
They seem to come from a person I don't know.
a total stranger.
When I see you, the way you act, brings me back to the point of a total stranger.
I'll stop this silly game .
I'll stop forcing myself.
I'll remember that I'll have to put all my emotions off court when I'm playing.
I'll have to face reality.
The reality being 'It has been over months ago'
things now are just fake.
plastic.
barbie dolls-ish.
Wake up from the dream I'm in.
But 1 question before I erase all memories.
Why didn't anyone stop me?
WHy did you'll play along.
Leading me to wrong conclusions.
Whatever it is.
It's all the past (;
REALITY HURTS.

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